How it feels

To know you deeply 
By life experience

How it feels
To lift someone up
On your shoulders
Only to be pushed down
Bury me standing

How it feels
To be kept in shadows
Of a gas giant
Evading their orbiting moons
Enabling their gravity
To destroy all
In your path

This is not me
This is not you
Circling Jupiter
Late discovered
What if we found
Each other too soon?

Wait patiently
For orbits to lock
So to know
How it feels
For life to revolve
Around you

A brush with love

I know now with clarity 
That looking back affords
How beautiful the night
When I wanted to be yours

I know now with certainty
Chain reaction of emotion
Catapults my life
Beyond debris of an explosion

I know now with compassion
The path laid out behind
A shared choice for us
Out of love for our kind

I know with creativity
The pictures in my mind
Painted with colours of
Courage you helped me find

I know now with confidence
The downpour from above
Came not from vulnerability
A rare brush with real love
View of kunanyi from Geilston Bay, lutruwita / Tasmania

Fire season

Barely recovered
Just one glass
Sparked a flame
Wild rampaging
When you walked
Away

Strangely tended
Just one face
Lingers all night
Soothed, tamed
Falling rains
Stay
Common Brown Heteronympha merope (Fabricus)*

*Butterflies of Tasmania, Tasmanian Field Naturalists Club Inc. 1994.

Ariel’s keep

Only time can elucidate
The depth of blue
Storms dissipate
Pulling confused debris
Out to sea
Endless treasures beneath
Though not a coin
Exchanged
No ill-gotten gain
Wilderness reserve
Sustained our futures' sake
Fables, myths and legends
Barely touch the surface
Canon of heartfelt
Love in its place
Delivered in waves
Washed ashore
Upon fate's call
We might meet
In this place
First, dip the toe
Wade to rocky outcrop
Float to surface
Let the affect
Carry you away
A bond ever-giving
Calling me to stay
Taroona beach, lutruwita / Tasmania

Sheltered

Passing decades ripple down
River washing away debris
I stand willingly
Against tide and storm
Rising up
Seemingly to test resolve
Another decade cold feet
Bury deeper into ground
Toes tickled by roots
Holding me fast
Another few and my time
Will be past
With only the memory
Of those I sheltered
Whether they be ghosts
Dreams, or heroes
At last
(View from) Willie Smith’s Cider House, Huonville, lutruwita / Tasmania

Vows to an unknown lover

Here I write
Words we might aspire to
Though we'll likely disappoint each other
But we will try not to
In moments when we realise
Our needs did not come first
We will hold our hurt for a little while
Then allow time and space
For the other to grow
Be nurtured, then return,
If she may.
These vows may increase
Or slowly be erased
Their effect will be life-lasting
But if we find ourselves
Staring at a blank page
We can write new vows
Afresh with hope or
Fold it lovingly
Into a sleek airplane
and send it on its way