Need I say?

I miss you, dearly
So much so
I recall clearly
Lottery days
Sunning ourselves or seeking shade
Silence listens to our breathing
A seat at your picnic table
Winning
How lucky I was
Like a billionaire
With nothing in hand
But love and admiration

Need I say?
A past never erased
Nor wished away
Held onto, still as
Cool aqua tarn
Smiles to the gills
Though I recall
My anxious face
Mirrored in yours
How I wished
Upon lucky orange belly feather
Sacred shells under webbed feet
How to make you happier
Than ever before, shall we?

Need I say?
I regret one thing
We are a culmination
Of all that had been
I longed for sweet escapism
Take your hand into the blue
Drift on cloudy scenes
From breakfast till noon
Ride the racing waves
Till breath escapes
Revive till night
Closes our eyes
Once again
Opossom Bay, Tasmania

Love and other flowers

That bespoke place in the brain
Next to memory
Smell and taste
Lead me to dream awake

Lashings of cream with rhubarb cake
Pearl white shells sit idly by
As she comes and goes
Lucky to be plucked from the sea

Eager hands admired so brilliantly
Abalone bilateral symmetry
Reused diaries
Tip toe through last year

Ruminations on cake and cream
Another few hundred photographs
Under my belt
A haunted belief

Things are still not as they seem
Ritual of coffee making
Resurrects the voice of the past
Reciting how it's made

We always begin again until the end
Living breathing bodily houses
full of living apparitions
Of love and other flowers
Gaulthera hispida. Copperleaf snowberry. Lake Dobson, Mt Field National Park Tasmania

Love like

A sign language
Understood completely
without a single word
To know what one feels
A living eulogy
To be oneself
Without apology
To be cheered on
By your own team
Receive outstretched arm
When you fall
A desire to be known
Weathered scars and all.
Richea Pandanifolia – Mt Field National Park Tasmania

Love more

Do everything you can
To tell someone you love them
Even if they don’t understand
Why someone would.
It is a given
That one who struggles
To see themselves
As loveable
Need it more
Than those who
Love themselves more
Than you
Pimelea nivea, Riceflower, kunanyi/ Mt Wellington Tasmania

Never erased

Tears spilled
Into ink well
Until overflowed
Onto blank page
Of future days
Now never erased

If I'd begged
Bowed down to power
Where would I be now?
Holding the broken limbs
Of my worn out pride
Barely alive
Pterostylis decurva, Summer greenhood, kunanyi / Mt Wellington Tasmania

No one knows

Purest secrets of heart
Are always one's own
No prying ear
Or peering eye
Could ever come near
Mystery of mind
Far from critique
No matter how many
Mouths ill speak
Suspicions creep
Upon mere kindness
How often friends
Are lost in mire
No one knows
How love or life grows
Richea dracophylla (Dragon heath), kunanyi / Mt Wellington Tasmania